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[23 Jan 2006|12:35pm] |
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I'm going out of my mind. When have I lost so much control over myself? I feel like such a horrible person. She hasn't been herself.
I think I'm going to drink something highly strong tonight. Screw my work.
Europe...
I think something is wrong with me. Maybe I'm crashing under all this stress and worry.
"Stress: The confusion created when one's mind overrides the body's basic desire to choke the living daylights out of some jerk who desperately deserves it." -Unknown
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[09 Jan 2006|10:45am] |
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It seems like I got lost in my writing again. I really need to stop doing this to myself. The last few weeks have been very busy for me. I got a letter in the mail from Europe. A university there wants to enroll me for classes because they’ve seen some of my work. I’m seriously thinking about it, but I’m not all that sure I wish to do it. There are so many possibilities there. I have to seriously consider all this for I do not want to miss going to University next year here in Konoha. But that school…
Not much of a happy New Year. I stayed home. I didn’t go to the New Years party either, since I didn’t find the need. But now that I have heard of some of the happenings at the party I regret not going. I’m just glad both Tenten-chan and Hinata-sama got home safe. And trust me, there are a few people I wish to hurt.
Tenten-chan has moved in, as I’m sure she has told you. It’s nice having both of the girls here. It’s refreshing, and it’s much better then being alone, even if I do lock myself away from time to time.
Where the hell are Shino and Lee?
Oh yes, and I have heard that Kiba-kun has come back? Welcome home.
"In the spider-web of facts, many a truth is strangled." -Paul Eldridge
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[30 Dec 2005|06:15pm] |
I'm a little late with saying that I am home, but I am.
Yes, while I was away I high-jacked a Tenten. It was quite a nice trip.
Happy belated birthday Hinata-sama. Please forgive me for not wishing you this sooner.
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[27 Dec 2005|12:35am] |
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I've gone to China on a emergency trip. Will be back soon. Gomen.
( Private to Hinata )
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[17 Dec 2005|09:10am] |
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I'm on the verge of this. I'm almost at the edge I can feel it.
I've not been happy the a lot of the results of the last few days. But oddly, I've been feeling a little left behind. Brought flowers to Hinata-sama this morning. It's pleasant that she'll be released today. I'll be picking her up.
But on another side note, I wish to attend this play tonight. Hinata-sama and many of the others are acting within it and I wish to see how well they do with their performance. Stage acting is a very crafty skill and is very interesting to see how each person will play the characters of the story.
Christmas is nearing. ...tinsel
Tenten, give me a call if you need. I've been feeling oddly worried about you lately and I'm not sure why. Feeling as though I'm anxious or foreboding something. Maybe I'm having a small look into the future? I think I'll go to an astrologer soon.
The tea leaves in the bottom of my cup today where in the shape of a lighthouse. This mean soon to be Trouble threatening, but averted. And Success through a friend.
"To accomplish great things, we must dream as well as act."
-Anatole France (1844 - 1924)
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[11 Dec 2005|10:07pm] |
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Last few days have been hectic, even though I haven't left the house much.
I need to check these journals more often.
I think I've lost all faith in seeing any good worth in males these days. They just don't know how to treat women. *shakes head*
I'm getting back into training. I feel the urge to destroy something with my fists soon.
Oh, and Tenten, do not worry about not meeting with us. I know you've been distracted with other tasks.
"Let the lover be disgraceful, crazy, absent-minded.
Someone sober will worry about events going badly.
Let the lover be." -Rumi
( I believe I shall have to kill and hide the body then. No one will find out. (Neji and Hinata) )
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[10 Dec 2005|01:53am] |
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"Oh Brave New World that has such people in it..."
-Miranda, The Tempest
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[03 Dec 2005|12:06am] |
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My- How everyone is so rambunctious these days.
I feel old. And I worry far to much
Tenten – I shall call you once I get a few things finished with my work.
I need to get out more. I wonder if I should attend this Formal Dance...
( You had a rather....interesting night. (log with Neji and Hinata) )
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[23 Nov 2005|06:10am] |
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*stretches* I really have been away for far to long. Spoke with Tenten the other day and sorted a few things out with her... I'm glad she's been happy. For some reason, I feel urged to see who this Deidara person is. She is much happier then she would have been if something went further with us.
I might not be available much this weekend. Helping Hinata-sama move her things into my home.
Still need to speak with Shino-san many a few. *long sigh*
So much has happened while I was away. I feel like I've missed years of life.
Thank fate for meditation.
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[21 Nov 2005|06:35am] |
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I have returned home. I apologize for my extended absence. Now that I'm home it seems like I have a lot of work to do. Work never ends.
I'll be settling in one of the branching building now. And I guess it's about time to start living in my own place. Hinata-sama, my offer still lays for you to come stay with me here. It wouldn't be a bother at all. I'll come to see you soon as well Hinata-sama, or you can come see me. I'll be unpacking and settling into the apartment. I also picked you up a small gift on my way home.
*huff* It seems to me like I have a lot of people to talk to and a lot of people to catch up with. *twitch*
((Alright, we are all set up now. Neji's aim SN is Obsessivescrew! Add him up and talk with him. You'll have to ask before hand if it's Mich or Seki logged in, cause we share this SN for him. *snicker* Welcome him back!))
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